The Struggle

Just unable to make out what's happening..! Every single thing seemed strange #purplexed #disconcerted #nonplussed wanna get shut of everything..!! wanna cry out louder and louder that.. everything around me gets smashed out open wanna yell "Where am I...??????" until now I've just seen one color..nly one color...the color of supreme darkness.. it's been about 270 days being here... but..this day..this very day...wanna stop to stare at the colors of darkness and stop to lend an ear to the sounds of silence.. wowww....☺☺☺ whats that..i can hear something??? some voice...!! this sweet voice ☺ a really gratifying pleasant voice always pervaded around and kept me spellbound ☺ ☺ soothened my splintered soul.. dont know why am I feeling happy.. my edgy tumult which troubled me so much is jus getting flowed away and suddenly wowwwwww.... ☺☺☺ another voice.. !!! but this time a crushy one ☺☺☺☺ it seemed as a response the previous one.. Donno where those voices are piercing from... These two voices have been my life..these have been my wake up call, these have been my refreshment, these have been my lullaby these are the ones which haunt my tantalizing dreams... trying to make a move in the direction of those voices.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no.. unable to reach them.. lemme give a vigorous try.. uuuhhh.... not at all... someone out there is shouting at their fullest voice.. suddenly... a tiny beam of light..which further emerged larger and larger approached me, suffused the whole area..and lit my ebonic dark room..!! OMG, what's that? #spine_chilling #harrowing #excruciating maybe its my last day of life... Crying out louder and louder i can... some external force is lifting me up.. #crying_out_louder #eyes_tightly_closed i don't know why every 1 around is extremely happy..dancing wid glee.. finally...!!! in the lap of the crushy voiced... :') looked at the moistured eyes of dad.. later.. realized its my first day of life... ☺ ☺ and saw my room back...!!! DUMB_STUCK...!!!!!!!! it's my mom's womb.. :') :') mom... :') love you so much..